Finally home from combat in Iraq, Steve Edwards felt detached from his friends and family.
Edwards had witnessed the highly publicized
death of his friend, California National Guardsman Patrick McCaffrey,
in June 2004. Edwards was the first to tell Patrick's mother what the
military would not: Patrick was shot by the Iraqi soldier he was
training. The Pentagon eventually acknowledged these claims in 2006.
Edwards himself was also injured by a roadside bomb that left him with a limp.
"I was happy to be home; I was happy to be with my wife and daughter
again," Edwards said. "But even with family, I just didn't feel like I
belonged anymore. At least, I didn't feel like I belonged around people
like my wife and daughter, who were just innocent."
Suffering from acute post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), Edwards
withdrew. One particularly dark night, he called Patrick's mother,
Nadia McCaffrey, who had been counseling many veterans who had served
with her son. Edwards had locked himself in a room, and wouldn't come
out, he told Nadia, until he understood what was happening to him.
The next day, Nadia arranged for Edwards to get help -- not through
treatment at a Veterans Affairs (VA) hospital, but at a monastery in
Oregon. Edwards' plight solidified what Nadia had already been
thinking: Struggling war veterans need to get back to the land to find
peace.
In 2007, Nadia created the Veterans’ Village, an organization
seeking farmland where veterans can work and rehabilitate. Construction
is nearly finished on a farm in Sonoma County, California, and
additional "villages" are planned for upstate New York and North
Carolina.
"The only thing that helped him was to get him to a different state
of mind," she said. "I hear it over and over [from vets] that they just
want to be out in nature. Why? Because its freedom. It's not a
challenge. And it's really satisfying for them when they plant
something and watch it grow. It's not for everybody. But many of the
veterans will find peace this way."
An Unfamiliar Life
Earlier this month, CBS reported
that over 120 veterans committed suicide each week in 2005. Around the
same time, a U.S. Army survey found that 25 percent of active-duty
soldiers and 50 percent of reservists were receiving or needed mental
health services after combat. Almost a quarter of America's homeless population are war veterans.
"Our veterans are coming home, but they're not being taken care of
the way they should," Nadia said. Spit out by the war machine, veterans
often encounter red tape and hoops at the VA.
"Most vets, when they come back, especially the younger vets, they
don't realize the benefits they have because the military doesn't tell
them," Edwards said. "And the VA doesn't exactly say, 'Hey, come on
back to the VA, we'll help you out.' They don't advertise. You don't
know where to get help. You're lost."
Along with being rebuffed by the VA, Edwards said it was difficult
when his family tried to understand what he had been through in Iraq.
"You already feel awkward enough about what you've gone through,"
Edwards said. "But [your family is] sitting there trying to understand
you instead of accepting you; it makes you feel even more detached."
Day-to-day tasks became difficult for Edwards. Being in a crowd of
people was especially trying. "There were a lot of crowds [in Iraq], a
lot of confusion and activity going on," Edwards said. "When I get out
in crowds and around a lot of people, I become very anxious and that
army training, that hyper-vigilance of wanting to pay attention to
everything and everybody and look for escape routes, that kicks in."
Nadia, who has perhaps stepped in to help mentor veterans the way
she would have comforted her own son, says soldiers like Edwards are
just not easily able to reintegrate into society.
"The life that was so familiar to them in the past has become
something completely foreign to them," Nadia said. "They don't fit
anymore. They don't function as the father, the husband, or the son
that they were."
When Nadia first began envisioning the Veterans’ Village, she asked
Edwards to join her. He agreed, and is now a board member of the
organization.
Edwards is hopeful that a farming environment will be healing for
veterans. "It's peaceful and tranquil," he said. "You're getting back
to nature. You're getting back to the earth. Just the serenity of being
on a farm will really help a great number of vets struggling with PTSD
or finding their place in society again."
Veterans Make New Farmers
Nadia and Edwards aren't alone in their back-to-the-land philosophy.
They're joined by dozens of other organizations and small farms across
the country looking to place struggling vets in agricultural
communities.
Along with assisting Nadia with acquiring the land for the first
Veterans’ Village in California, the organization Farms Not Arms is
helping veterans connect with seasonal jobs and internships on farms
across the nation. The organization is supported by the Family Farm Defenders, Global Exchange, and a long list of farms and businesses.
Farms are "a place to give [vets] work and vocational training and
just a healthy living environment," said Michael O'Gorman, one of the
founders of Farms Not Arms.
Another coalition, the Farmer-Veteran Coalition, is bridging the relationship between farmers and vets. And the organization Veteran Homestead
has built "Victory Farm," a supportive housing program for veterans
located on an 80-acre working organic vegetable farm in New Hampshire.
O'Gorman says the agriculture push is not one-sided. Just as
veterans have been affected by the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, so too
have rural and farming communities in the United States. According to a
2007 Carsey Institute study, young adults from rural areas enlist in
the military at disproportionately higher rates than other areas
because of lack of other opportunities. The study concluded that the death rate for rural soldiers was 48 percent higher than the rate for soldiers from the city or suburbs.
"We're in such dire need of new farmers that maybe by bringing the
veterans onto the farms as a place to heal, we can also hopefully find
some new young blood to go into agriculture," O'Gorman said. "It's kind
of a mutual self-help thing."
Since its inception, Farms Not Arms has been highlighting the
affects of U.S. militarism on rural communities. He said farmers are
"being written off, or sacrificed for this war." Their anti-war message
is rooted in opposing the "enormous waste of resources" for war that
threatens farm work, according to the Web site.
"We're really on the front lines of this war because of the heavy
tolls it's taking on the rural communities," O'Gorman said. "And we're
on the front line of global warming because we deal with it in our
vocation. We're dealing with the loss of farmers and farm land. So
we're really seeing all of these issues tied together as upside-down
priorities of our country."
O'Gorman, who has been farming for 37 years, says the biggest
farming crisis is the lack of new, young farmers. "With free trade
agreements, people just think we can get the food from somewhere else,"
he said. "I don't think that's healthy for our national security, or
for the quality of our life or our food. We're going to wake up one day
and regret that we didn't train a new generation of people how to feed
ourselves."
For Edwards, he's just hoping a little farm work will go a long way
in helping veterans. "I don't care what war, what era. I just want
better help and better care for any and all veterans."